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The End, My Friends - [May. 31st, 2007|12:43 pm]
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I heard from my dad today. It seems like now is a time for homecomings everywhere. Now is a time for a lot of things, I guess.

This morning Lauren woke me up early, and though I still don't have a ton of energy she egged me out onto the roof over our porch. The sun was coming up. The street was stirring with people and pets. Wrapped up in her grandma's old quilt, we sat and watched the sunrise and watched our friends and neighbors wake up, waving to us as they walked or biked to class, or started shoveling their walkways from the light dusting of snow that fell last night. We waved to Andy starting up the cooking fire. He asked if we wanted anything, and threw some extra oatmeal into his pot for us. We listened to the sounds of people living in a new way, or is it an old way? Sometimes it strikes me as really medieval, our walled village with its own livestock and garden plots, cooking with fire and reading by candlelight after dark. But at the same time, it's not.

The way I see it, the basis of society is agriculture. Lucky for Michigan, we have plenty capacity for that. But Detroit, the city that Lauren loves so much, is built on obsolete technology now. I dread what is going to happen to the state as a whole because of it; although oil is now available, it is absurdly expensive. The Big 3 were tanking before the crisis. Now they're in shambles.

But we can and will start again. Some of the farmers we've been working with have announced that they're going to band together to start up the Ann Arbor Farmer's Market in the spring, something that I'm sure everyone living up on the north side misses dearly. Andrew has offered to give them gas discounts if they buy in quantity from him.

The basis of society is agriculture, but what allows it to grow is fellowship. We had to learn really fast the necessity of banding together and keeping a cool head. And I'm honored to count myself in among a community of men and women who have made a commitment to community and rational behavior, both online and here in Ann Arbor. Though sometimes the stress was too great, I think I did a pretty good job of it myself. Looking back on the past 32 weeks, I have to say, I'm older, I'm wiser, I'm more experienced, but I'm also more skeptical, more tired, and more worried. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing. We've all changed, and I can imagine the vast majority of us have taken our troubles and travails and made the best of things.

From all of us here at the Northside Crop Collective, keep fighting the good fight. We're not going anywhere anytime soon, so if you're ever in the neighborhood, drop by and maybe we'll break our bread together.
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I'm Sick, But Everyone's Healthy [May. 30th, 2007|06:01 pm]
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Today I finally got to see a doctor. For the last couple of days I've been feeling really wiped, and definitely not myself. When the muscle aches started, all I could think was, oh crap. Here comes the mono I narrowly evaded two years ago.

Sure enough, I tested positive. It's not like this is a fatal sickness, it's just getting me angry...I mean, I guess I would be angry if I had the energy to be. Our little village is humming with activity despite the falling snow. I can see smoke rising from the street where people have built fires - most of our houses don't have working fireplaces because they're college housing - so we do a lot of cooking outside. I can hear people laughing. Life is starting to seem good here. I just wish I could be helping out with Mark's latest project, a large stockade around the majority of the blocks who are cooperating with each other to make sure we have food and resources. This thing is going to encompass eight blocks when it's done, complete with ramparts where our watchmen can walk! A couple of the neighborhood engineering students designed it. And, it's segmented so we can move it to expand later on. I'm really excited.

After reading [info]miawithoutoil's post about making a change in the people around us who are still living in denial or ignorance, I've decided to start some outreach. Our community here is safe and secure, and it's time for us to pass it on to others: maybe in the form of surplus, maybe in the form of advice or classes in raising your own crops, maybe other ways. I haven't decided. But I've got this blog here that has documented my troubles and travails, to show that it is possible to survive and thrive in this new world.

Also, there's more good news - I guess someone on the Board of Regents has taken notice of our organizing, and I'm being offered a full tuition scholarship to return to school for winter semester! Although I realize it's going to be a lot of work doing all of this, I'm really eager to start moving forward with my education. Not to sound cheesy, but it really is the only tool that I really lack right now to make a change. Cheers, U of M!
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Family Matters [May. 29th, 2007|08:43 pm]
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So, as you know, I'm living up at the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor, and my family is back at home, about an hour northeast of here. I haven't really heard much from them, but I keep checking in now and then. Mostly my mom and sister have been going about business as usual, with a few cutbacks. It's hard because my mom has really severe rheumatoid arthritis and isn't as mobile as us kids here in A2. But they're getting by. Like I mentioned, there's no money to pay for my tuition, so I'm just stuck living here. Which, by the way, isn't bad at all. I like helping people, building things, bartering and playing music. It just isn't exactly what I envisioned for my life at the university two years ago...but then, the stuff that happens to us rarely is what we envision for ourselves.

My dad, on the other hand, has been in China since before the oil shock. I haven't heard from him for about two months now. This isn't really out of the ordinary, because he has a tendency to disappear. I'm just worried because we have no way of knowing what conditions are really like in China. I'm worried he's gotten into trouble or something. His cell phone stopped working last week. I've been trying to send him weekly voicemails to see if he responds, but so far, so bad. I guess I can just keep my fingers crossed.

I have to say that the kids who live in our collective are really like my family. We cook for each other, help each other with chores, support each other when we're freaking out about life, keep each other warm, make sure everyone has everything they need, and protect each other with our lives. Now that things have been stabilizing and our futures seem more secure, I've been able to take a step back and look at it. Before the oil shock, I was everyone's "dad" but only in a nominal sense: I was the fun guy who made sure nobody died at parties. Now I'm "dad" in a much realer way: I make sure everyone is protected and has food to eat. Honestly I feel like a father figure to some of my friends and neighbors now more than I ever have. And they look up to me, and I am proud of them. Is this weird? Maybe. But it's also good: we're a big, warm, fuzzy family. Nobody has to stand alone. We're the family I never had growing up.

Yeah, it's sappy, but it's true!
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I've Got Something Shining Somewhere [May. 28th, 2007|10:59 pm]
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It's cold here. Cold as hell. But not as cold as it's going to get next month, or the month after that, which makes getting up in the morning ever the more difficult. It doesn't help that in my bed there are thick blankets and a warm Lauren and as soon as I stick a leg out I feel like I'm about to freeze to death.

There were a lot of fights with the landlords a couple weeks back. I'm sorry I haven't been keeping this up to tell everyone about our progress as an independent community. It's just as much work as it sounds like it is, and then some. But anyways - the landlords. The problem we're running into is that everyone on the block it seems has a different landlord. We don't have a lot of clout with any of them, except for the whole part that we have food, and they have gas (and signed lease contracts). [info]gerben1974 raised a good point last month when I wrote about this (wow, has it been that long?) - we couldn't just not pay rent. A couple of our neighbors were almost evicted, but they ended up sitting down and chatting with their landlord. Most people on our block are now paying severely reduced rates, generally between $50 and $200 a month instead of the usual $350 to $600. My house is not paying rent still, and I don't plan to start again. I had a talk with our landlady and she was actually pretty receptive to what I had to say. She said that if the political situation stabilizes again we will be held accountable for damages and 50% of all back rent, but she also told me not to worry about it for now. I also brought her a dozen eggs which probably helped my case.

We held elections two weeks ago for a governing council. Everyone who is a part of our collective got three votes and the top five vote-getters became executive council members. I was elected by a landslide; the other council members are Andrew the gas station owner, Dr. Peters the dentist, my neighbor Andy and Mark, who has taken charge of our community defenses. We meet twice a week in my living room, although as more and more of the neighborhood joins our collective I get the feeling that we're going to have to find a bigger place to meet because our meetings are open to the public and mostly everyone comes. Our biggest concerns have been security, winter food rationing, and how to keep all of us warm and healthy as the winter settles in. Bill-paying has become a collective action, and everyone has put some money into the "treasury," of which Andrew has become the de facto manager. A cut of the money from the gas station goes into the treasury, too, which is a boon. We are trying to keep costs down, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.

Electricity has been more and more consistent as time has gone on, thankfully, so we've been able to have a few luxuries like hot showers for everyone once a week and sometimes turning on heat in certain houses at night for the sick people and the little kids to sleep in: only the ones that have natural gas heaters, though. We still cook mainly with fire: we have a big open pit between our house and Andy's house, and most people have charcoal grills where they burn whatever they can find. I use the computer these days mainly for typing up notices, spreadsheets, and correspondence with some of the food suppliers we've found nearby. We have consolidated our Internet access to one wireless hotspot, which saves a really shocking amount of money. Using leftover animal fat to make candles and soap has been fruitful and useful: you can find guides all over the web on how to do it, and it's really kind of fun when you get a whole bunch of people together doing it. Talk about quality times. The order of the day has been cutbacks, and so far, so good. This is something I feel like we can sustain. At the same time, we can also make improvements.

I'm a little less worried about food. Between local farmers, our hunting adventures, and the large quantities of rice and canned food we've been stocking up on, I think we'll make it through the winter, and although we're going to be tightening our belts a little, we won't become malnourished or starve. Some of the wealthier students are heading home for the holidays, but back here we're also planning a spread with some local wild game. We've invited all the local farmers we buy from to come down to the compound and bring a dish to pass, we'll provide the meat. So far, a handful of families have responded - it feels a little like the first Thanksgiving must have felt: a celebration of survival.
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The Northside Crop Collective [May. 24th, 2007|06:36 pm]
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Everyone within a three-block radius has decided to stop paying rent. So nobody is anymore. This means that, although we've broken contract, we don't owe anything to our landlords anymore. This is a crisis situation. In Andy's words, we're in a state of pseudo-national emergency. It's not the emergency that's pseudo, it's the nation.

Organizational structures are cropping up here, no pun intended. We called a neighborhood meeting for anyone interested to attend, and at it we chartered the Northside Crop Collective. Basically we have a schedule of crop rotation for people with gardens in the interest of growing as much, as efficiently as we can. Andrew from the gas station, who has moved into a vacant apartment nearby, has agreed to trade some of the precious fuel for food that we get by driving out into the country. Yes, he has a car. Yes, it is a hybrid. This guy rules.

We've also been working out how much food we need and how much we have, and how to close the gap between those two figures. It's certainly not hopeless, just hard, although generally we need more rice and backup canned goods. I don't know how much I want to depend upon hunting. We don't even know how much game there is out there, and I don't want to be reduced to eating squirrels this winter.

But together, we are strong. Together, we won't let each other starve. We're not so alone anymore. Andrew and I are driving out to find some milk tomorrow. We've placed some phone calls, and the farmers seem more than happy to sell us ten gallons, at only a little more than pre-shock prices. They're trying to offload the stuff because they can't efficiently get it to consumers. Go us!
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Landlords [May. 24th, 2007|12:10 pm]
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A couple of the kids who live in our block have returned to classes. The university is griping about not getting students to return, but really, I don't have a job and my family doesn't have the money to send me to college as well as feed themselves. So, I'm just going to have to wait. It's pretty painful because I just have a year to go, and I found the master's degree program I really want to pursue, at the School of Information here. Helen told me last night that you do a four-year joint degree through the School of Information and the School of Law and get an MSI and a JD at the same time! Nice, but, again, I'm going to have to wait. Intellectual property law is something I'm really passionate about, so I'm a little down about it.

I told Krissy, one of the kids who's returning, how jealous I am of her. She told me that she wouldn't be able to do it without me. And that's the general feeling that's been circulating: some people are just giving up their academic careers for the safety and security of the community. I guess that's okay but I'm also kind of bummed out.

Our landlord finally came by this morning to check up on us. We've been sending in rent, but were a little late this month, and I don't think they've seen the property since the riots. I had to talk to the head of maintenance, Leroy, about what we'd done with the stockade, why it was the only recourse for us, and he seemed pretty understanding. The maintenance guys at our real estate company are all really just aging hippies. I showed them around the garden and they were pretty impressed with what we'd done.

"Will we have to tear this down?" I asked.

"No, we don't have the resources right now to do anything about it. We're glad you guys are doing well," Leroy told me. "We're all just trying to get by."

And that was that. Some of the other houses' landlords haven't been as friendly, and have been over to yell at them about their land use. Someone got charged $1000 for the shed they tore down in order to make way for our garden. As if we can pay that, and as if we had any other option but to do everything in our power to help ourselves! It's like they expect us to do nothing. Doing nothing these days equates to getting yourself killed or starving to death or...god knows what else. Fining us exorbitant sums for trying to protect ourselves and our friends is just cruel. We barely have the money to make the rent.
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Moving Out, Moving On [May. 23rd, 2007|11:34 am]
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Yesterday six people decided they were skipping town. I tried to convince them not to go - that we can do more here for both ourselves and the greater good - but they were insistent on leaving. One of the girls had been having panic attacks about more rioting after seeing three guys get killed last time. They said they'd just rather not run the risk. One of the kids was a student whose family is in New York. I have to wonder if they're going to try to get back out there. Like Brendan said, that's bold, and best of luck to them. I hope nothing bad happens.

On the other hand, we took in three of our friends who live elsewhere in the city. Three of the students lived in the apartment above the dental office, and one of the dentists and her family have decided to move in to be closer to work. It's going to be kind of awkward when the landlords get wind of this.

We've also been talking about demolishing all the sheds and things in the middle of the block to expand the garden and maybe grow some grazing areas. I know it's not a lot of space to keep livestock but Lindsay who lives on the other side of the block has obtained six chickens and a goat. It feels really weird to say that. But she says that if we clear more space maybe we can get a cow. Cool, huh?

I have started thinking about saving up food for the winter months. We all have an enormous stockpile of canned goods, but I don't think that'll be enough to sustain us through the winter. It gets bitterly cold here in January and February: how are we going to heat our homes? The obvious answer is wood-burning but first, most of our places don't have fireplaces, and second, where do we get the wood from? I guess if we demolish the sheds in back and cut down some of the trees out there we will have some wood. But still, it doesn't seem like the best solution. Does anyone have any better ideas?

In terms of food, Jake, who lives next to the dentist's office, said that over the winter he plans to do a lot of hunting. His father has taken him hunting since he was thirteen. That's reassuring: maybe we'll have fresh meat from time to time. He is trying to get his hands on a gun before the summer is over. Chris said he would help us find a few rifles.

Other than that, it has been home repairs and fending off reporters since the trial ended. We are reorganizing our basement as the food-storage center, and you should see the disarray it's in! We've been pulling out cans, organizing food by type, throwing out stuff from down there we don't need. We have rows upon rows of canned fruit and beans and pounds and pounds of rice. It's a promise of a meager existence, but an existence nonetheless.
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A Free Man [May. 22nd, 2007|04:18 pm]
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Thanks to everyone for your kind words of support. I've been trying to keep up reading your stuff but posting has been more of a problem. I can definitely take out time for that today, though, because today my case was dismissed on the grounds that the slaying was "self-defense." Things were looking really hairy there for a minute, I can tell you - the plaintiff called in as many favors as possible to try and lock me up, but quite frankly, I can't see how it was ever a question. Moreover anyone who was witness to the riots that have been rocking this town will attest - it's not even far-fetched that someone might have to defend themselves with lethal force.

Luckily the riots here have been burning themselves out. Between arrests, deaths, and simple lack of energy, the only things we really have anymore are random acts of vandalism. Occasionally someone gets accosted on their way home after dark because the street lights are still really spotty. The town feels like a wasteland. At least when there was rioting there were people in the street.

In other news, my trial made some crazy local news. People are fascinated by that kind of thing, and, as a result, the entire block has joined our collective. Though the new houses don't have the kind of defenses that our original compound had, we also have the manpower to erect defenses if we see fit. Honestly I don't think anyone will be threatening us anytime soon, but [info]lead_tag warns us of would-be warlords waiting in the wings.

I have to say that it does make me wonder about my own motivations in this. I do want to protect my friends. I do want to be able to provide for them. But the fantasy of power is pretty fantastic. Thinking about a little pseudo-nation of my own brings a smile to my face. When I was a little kid I always liked to dream up ways in which I could become king of my own little country, and what I'd do with it. Then, it was a place where there would be no strife. Now, it's a place where I don't have to abide by the laws and proclamations of the United States, which lately have been getting to me, for obvious reasons. But I'm not a bad man, am I? I believe in peace, freedom and the American way. But you know what they say. All power corrupts.

I asked Brendan about this and he laughed - he always knew I had an instinct for leadership, and by extension, an instinct for rulership. I told him I didn't want to be an overlord - did he think we should maybe have elections for a governing council of the collective? He thought that might be a good idea, but also gave me a playful punch in the shoulder and some quip about the Roman republic.

I guess we'll see. For now, we have been pooling our resources and thinking about how we can expand our garden space. Another cool feature of our block is that the dental office that is housed in a former residence is now part of our collective, which I imagine is something pretty precious. The doctors still come into work now and then, and I got my teeth cleaned the other day for the first time in probably too long. We talked a little about exchanges of goods and services, and I told them that their skilled trade was really valued here. If they wanted to have some of our food for their families, we would share in exchange for dental services. Neat, huh?
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Bail, Finally [May. 18th, 2007|10:55 am]
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Oh man, after eight days in prison it's nice to be out again. My dad came through with wiring some money to Lauren, and as of today I am a free man. Kind of. Tomorrow is my first hearing, and I'm really nervous. What if things don't go as we've planned? My legal counsel and I have rehearsed our arguments time and time again but I'm so worried about the consequences of failure. This is a high-stakes game.

It's so good to be home and enjoy simple things - lunch outside in the garden with all our friends, working on the bikes that have been waiting for me so patiently, and even going for a walk in the neighborhood with Lauren. We're back to green zone. Classes might resume in the fall here. I think I won't have the money to pay for them, but I want to stick around Ann Arbor. I feel so much older now, so much more tired. I killed a man. I'm being charged with manslaughter. Somehow the world just looks different now.

The gas station on the corner of Ann and Main has actually opened up again, although this time under new ownership. As far as the new owner, Andrew, knows, he is the only gas station in Ann Arbor who has a guaranteed supply of gas. How he gets that, I'm not sure. Probably mob connections or something. Guy seemed really nice, especially after I mentioned how the riots have messed up our lives. I guess he recently got discharged from the Army and he's really sympathetic to my problem. He even said that if I wanted a job I could help him out now and then down at the store doing stock and stuff. He gave me a pack of cigarettes, a luxury I haven't enjoyed in what seems like years. Pretty cool!

Today I've been laying low, doing some wash, picking up. I'm almost done with another bike, although god knows if I can find the kid who wanted it. Maybe we'll just start keeping bikes for the compound.
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First Contact [May. 17th, 2007|06:20 pm]
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We got a call from C today. He said he is doing well but he had to be very forceful with the police to get anything out of them - including legal assistance, a phone call home, and some food to eat. He's a fighter, and he told me to tell everyone that he has a number of friends helping him out, including his policeman friend Chris, who has already written a letter of character endorsement for him. He said his legal counselor said the case should be pretty straightforward, although because of the circumstances it might take awhile.

Technically, Michigan is not under martial law, therefore he is entitled to due process. He mentioned that some of us might have to testify in his defense and state that what happened was an act of self-defense. In perspective and context, that seems silly - C's not a killer, but he was trying to protect us.

Back at home, we have been very subdued. Nothing has happened, it seems, since the National Guard took control of Ann Arbor. We eat and sleep and interact but it's like we're zombies. I'm so terrified for C. I have been trying to fill his shoes but he has such a strong spirit. He's always complaining about everyone resisting him, but really, it's nothing but us being young and unwilling to accept this. And he's so adamant and ideological about it, sometimes it can be really annoying, but that's why I love him.

Brendan suggested we have a bike-mounted protest for him when his trial rolls around: fifty kids on bikes outside the courthouse could be really great. He would love to see us all out there. We have also been trying to scrounge together some money to make bail for him. Don't worry about it, we'll take care of it - but as long as you're thinking good thoughts for him, I'm sure he'll appreciate it. I told him how you all were doing and he was glad that it looks like everyone's holding together out there. Hopefully we'll have more good news tomorrow.
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